* Saya tk mengharap awak baca entri ni tapi kalau awak baca, saya harap awak paham dan maafkan saya :'(


Dear AA,

I'm sorry for hurting you, I really really didn't mean it. I know that you're mad at me. Pasal semalam tu, maaf sebab tolak pelawaan awak. Sumpah saya terharu bila awak cakap yang awak sanggup ulang-alik semata-mata nak jumpa saya. Tapi disebabkan saya awak kecik hati, saya bukan taknak jumpa awak and tolak pelawaan awak membabi buta. I have a reason why I don't wanna meet you. Saya tahu awak terasa hati sangat dengan text saya semalam, maybe I'm too emotional and said those things to you. Saya cakap macam tu bukan sebab saya nak sangat tinggalkan awak, tapi saya takut awak yang akan tinggalkan saya. Seriously, saya cakap saya sayang awak sangat sangat. Saya tahu yang awak dah banyak berkorban untuk saya dan saya langsung tak sacrify apa-apa pun untuk awak. But when you said that you don't have looks and money, you make me feel like I do this to you because you don't have both of them. Fyi, you're the only guy that I choose to be my boyfriend without care about your looks and your money. I choose you because you're so warm and make me feel so comfortable when I'm with you. That's why it takes a few years to accept you to be the king of my heart. Thanks for waked me up this morning. Sorry for making you lost your mood. Saya mamai dan saya tak sedar apa yang saya cakap dekat awak. Saya harap awak paham dan saya janji benda ni semua takkan berulang lagi sebab benda ni semua datang dari saya dan disebabkan saya terlalu sensitif lah kita selalu bergaduh. Saya akan lakukan apa saja untuk hubungan ni long lasting. Yes, I admitted that I really don't understand you at all. But please help me to understand you and know all about you what you like and dislike . I LOVE YOU , these words are easy to say but hard to prove it. And I'll make sure that those words really mean to you. Lastly, I'm sorry for saying SORRY SORRY SORRY and SORRY and soon I'll repeat the same mistakes. Afiq Ali, I really don't wanna lose you. If it takes a long time for to forgive me, I'll wait for you. 


This is so true. 




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